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Il primo incrocia il mio sguardo,
mi fissa, gli ricordo qualcuno ma non mi riconosce.
Un po' ci rimango male, ma a pensarci bene neanche più di tanto.
Il secondo mi vede, sorride e sta per dirmi qualcosa, lo fermo in tempo con un cenno.
Non voglio che mi rivolga la parola, non voglio sentire le sue idiozie, le sue banalità, le sue formalità di rito;
non voglio avere niente a che fare con lui, è già troppo che prendo coscienza di quello che sento nei suoi confronti.
Il terzo lo guardo, ma il suo sguardo è rivolto altrove, non mi vede, non mi può vedere.
Chiamo il suo nome non troppo forte, per non disturbare né lui né gli altri.
Non mi sente.
Grido più forte, con tutta la voce che riesco a tirare fuori e ripeto il suo nome più e più volte.
Non voglio che mi dimentichi, non ci credo che si sia dimenticato di me...
Anche se è passato tanto tempo, voglio che mi riconosca e mi parli come ha sempre fatto.
Quando il vento del Sud si scontra con quello del Nord
i rami più deboli degli alberi si spezzano
poi tutto tace.
We are human.We are not perfect, we are not angelic.
We can be evil, but we are not demonic.
We are not Godly, though some might wish it.
We are only human, but no one will believe it.
I am myself, I am my own being.
I am not controlled, I am untamed and raging.
I am not normal, I am a freak; if you will.
I pride myself on this, I am not run of the mill.
I have some faults, as do we all.
But a few things I am a master of, as are we all.
We all have our fortés, our one special thing we're best at.
We are not Godly, but that doesn't mean we are any less than that.
We are all individuals, unique in our own way.
We are all good at one thing or another, we all have a perfect day.
We are not demonic or angelic, we are not Legion.
We are simply perfect in our imperfection; for we are human.
Everything in life.I need to hurt myself... No, you don't.
I did this... I need to hurt myself for it.
It won't go away if you do, you know it won't.
But everything in life has its consequence...
Maybe if I hurt myself, then I won't have to feel them,
Maybe it'll be consequence enough, if I'm hurt then.
Maybe she won't dump me for what I did too,
Maybe it'll be consequence enough for what I did to you.
I don't get why you're worried though...
But I dream the future, read my poetry, sometimes, I do.
And a few nights I felt a crossover, a nightmare come true,
And now I know that it has happened, because of what I did to you.
So now, I need to hurt myself, to give me a consequence,
So now, I need to fade away, and never be spoken of since.
And now, I want to hurt myself, to save myself more pain,
But all things come to an end, and it's always the same.
ContradictionsThese things seem to rule my life,
Some people hate me and cause me strife,
Others think me a hero, ready to sacrifice myself.
Many think me noble, but you can decide that yourself.
Contradictions, they rule my life, "Why did she break up with you?"
A complete and utter list of contradictions, all of which I tell you,
"Does she love you?" I answer she says so, and I love her too.
A contradiction follows, "But then why did she break-up with you?"
That's the mystery, the greatest contradiction of all, to all of you,
But no, I leave out one thing, the thing that kills me inside too.
"I'm just... I'm not happy." What she said, word for word,
And I cry now, because what she said did not go unheard.
God's BlessingsDespite all the bad in this world,
The death, the sicknesses, the wars,
Amid all the sorrow and pain,
There is much to be thankful for
God has given many blessings
How many has He given you?
I know I have many blessings
And just to name only a few
A family that cares for me
A snug roof that covers my head
Food to eat, and clothes for my back,
Along with a warm, cozy bed
Good friends, who are loving and true,
Just like a second family
A proud and noble country
Where I know I will always be free
But the greatest blessing of all
Is one that's neither bought nor sold
It's more precious than anything
Far better than silver or gold
It is my Savior, Jesus Christ,
Who gave His life for you and me,
Who loves us with a special love
That transcends all eternity
I have sinned against thee
Yet you smiled at me
I have disobeyed thee
Yet you hugged me
I have blasphemed against thee
Yet you Forgave me
I have denied thee
Yet you Loved me
Jesus, I will never understand how or why
I cannot fathom why you died
I did not earn your Love, no; I never could.
Jesus, I will always serve you; This I could.
The God of so muchWhat is God the God of?
He is the God of many things
He is the God of Eternity
The God of Time
The God of the Dimensions
He is the God of Heaven
The God of the Seraphim
The God of the Cherubim
The God of the Archangels
The God of the Angels
He's the God of the universe
The God of the Super-clusters
The God of the Milky Way Galaxy
The God of the Solar System
The God of the sun
The God of the planets orbiting the sun
The God of the Earth
The God of the moon
He is the God of the sky
The God of day
The God of night
The God of light
The God of the atmosphere
The God of the clouds
The God of the four winds
The God of rain
The God of thunder and lightning
The God of mist and dew
The God of snow and ice
The God of the northern lights
The God of rainbows
He is the God of the four seasons
The God of spring
The God of summer
The God of autumn
The God of winter
He is the God of water
The God of the ocean
The God of the seas
The God of lakes
The God of rivers
The God of streams
The God of pools
There's a light at the end of the tunnel."There's a light at the end of the tunnel."
Then I will run as fast as I can.
"Hang in there, get through the tunnel!"
Believe me, I'm doing the best I can...
I run dead ahead, trying to reach the light,
But the shadows surround me, and hold on tight.
As I break free from them, it takes all my might,
As I run, it seems to just get further out of sight.
But yes, I see it! That glorious light!
As I keep running, and the light gets brighter.
I propel myself forward with the last of my might,
Too late, I realise, the light is a flamethrower...
Made in Woman - Part I:music: http://youtu.be/BHrFEnL9CfM
"I hate the world today
You're so good to me I know but I can't change
tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe
I'm an angel underneath, innocent and sweet"
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"Yesterday I cried
Must´ve been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
all rolled into one"
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